March52013

Never ending playback

I hate when I can’t hear what the kids are saying. Instead all I hear is the bullshit you’ve fed me time and time again. It takes all my strength to shut it out, swallow the pain and keep on. Why’d he lie? Where’s he been? Who the fuck is she? None of this shit is how marriage was suppose to be. This isn’t what I signed up for. How can I make the merry go round stop. My heart beats faster, my head is spinning, I want to throw up. I want the movie in my head to stop. I want to know why you keep hurting me. I want everything to stop. Silence. Darkness. That’s all I need now. That’s all I want.

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“Hurt feelings and can cause one spouse to emotionally detach from the other.” It all started with lies and betrayal.
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